A link, and some pictures. . .
See the Little Skier?:
Last night they loved you, opening doors and pulling some
Jack Van Impe Does the Rapture:
Sometimes late at night I watch TV. After Star Trek there used to be a hard core Christian news program. I listen to that stuff every once and a while. I listened to Christian "news" radio while driving from Seattle to San Francisco, and Boulder to Gunbarrel Imports. Anyway, while looking for new order I found this. Same people who do that show after Star Trek. Very strange.
Me putting this up is the final proof that I have lost it. No porn by any stretch of the imagination this time. How odd. Must be remedied. Perhaps I will worry about that when it is not 6:12 am. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I ought to be drunk. Sober and alone at this hour is not a good idea. Such is the way of the Tao?
How Does It Feel?:
Links (reviews and such): one | two | three | four
Every time I see blue I get a bit sad. In the first few minutes of the film everyone dies. It's not like things get much better either. What I get from blue is that Julie gives up, left with nothing, she resigns to sex. Not too bad a thing to resign to, but to lose two people you love to something as stupid as a car. It is all a mess.
Watching these movies brings me back to my contemplation of greatness, delusions of grandeur. The people in these movies, the people in stories of interest have stories. I have stories, but everyone knows my stories, at least the ones anyone is going to find out about.
So, I am left wandering without a purpose. Sexual confusion, my rapidly aging friends, the onset of having to deal with money, the possibility of having a career, and that glimmer of hope of having my own apartment, my own things, my own space, in a new city. The dream of meeting new people, something unfulfilled at the university.
Sex seems the most stupid of all. I think I need, that is want, it and simultaneously know that I don't. I know I don't even want it, unless its different. Unless its in a relationship more interesting that sex and conversations. Something with activity, shared goals, a woman who desires to be something more than what we are.
It's nearly 6am, what do you expect?
Masturbation and Such:
"All kinds of stimulating and heating substances; high-seasoned food; rich dishes; the free use of flesh; and even the excess of aliment; all, more or less -- and some to a very great degree -- increase the concupiscent excitability and sensibility of the genital organs..." -- Sylvester Graham
"A remedy which is almost always successful in small boys is circumcision...The operation should be performed by a surgeon without administering an anesthetic, as the brief pain attending the operation will have a salutary effect upon the mind...In females, the author has found the application of pure carbolic acid to the clitoris an excellent means of allaying the abnormal excitement. " -- Dr. John Harvey Kellogg
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